I wish I could love you like you love me

It has been a short while since I last blogged, and I'd been thinking about what to say. I went to Wellington to see Beth, and we had so much fun. It was a really great weekend, that included:

-eating kebabs

-drinking beer, wine, and soju (Korean sake)

-whispering

-sneaking in to fancy hotel spas

-staying in fancy hotels

-laughing

-dancing to Tiddabades and Brand New Math

-walking up hills

-making brownies and inari (WOAH!)

-discussing grammar, dream, and chocolate

On the last night, it seemed like she had something on her mind. Lying together in bed, she whispered that she thought we should break up.

It felt like I would sink through the bed.

This was so unexpected, and probably the farthest thing on my mind. I just felt empty, and so sad.

It was a rough end to the weekend. I won't go in to the details, but things are okay between us. We've been talking a lot.